tofu
I tried to, uh, escape to a different place. one filled with companionship and balance, in order to see if it would find me, but it did not.
How can we percieve lonliness without knowing something, yet mostly when we…(I) am lonely i do not know what I miss. or what I need. But I must have experienced it before in order to miss it. It is a loss without an object of mourning. It is dark. It is a new year. I know where I would rather be, but not where I need/should be to help this feeling go away.
I cannot find balance without first creating it.
I just cooked tofu at 5:30 in the morning.
I long for red meat.
January 14th, 2006 at 3:14 am
Belle, there’s a really easy opening for a meat/companionship comment here, but I’m not gonna take it. Only ’cause I like you too much though, otherwise it’d be open season.
As per that “fat camp” comment your trainer made (mentioned in the entry below), I will kick that guy’s ass, or more likely allow him to kick my ass, quickly and without prejudice.